I went to this school in 3rd grade and immediately transferred out when I was moving into 4th grade. Obviously there would be positive improvements towards the school since then but the problems I went through here have really hurt my academic self esteem. I'm in a freshman in high school now but this moment still hurts my trust in teachers.
Being the new kid was a lot harder than I thought, I was constantly excluded from my classmates and people were only nice to me when they wanted something from me. I was never checked up on by any adults privately.
Since I had no friends to pair up with for partnered activities, I didn't have anyone to ask for my French teacher's assignment. I forgot her name because it's been so long but I remember she has a distinct birthmark under of of her ears. Having her as my teacher made me miserable, I went home upset and it was to the point my family thought I was being bullied because I didn't eat anymore, I was losing weight, I wasn't sleeping, and I stayed home "sick" so often. But it was just my French teacher.
I was making a paper doll out of tissues to cope with my emotions, I was shy and didn't know how to speak english very well. My french teacher proceeded to single me out, humiliating me in the process, by yelling at me! Why would you yell at a literal child?!? She yelled at me over me not having a partner! I started to cry quietly but she just kept yelling. That memory was cut short but it shook my little child soul, I remember it as terrifying and embarrassing.
After crying my classmates started showing more compassion to me, and at some point I do remember pairing up with someone and explaining to my homeroom teacher why I was sobbing when she returned to her class.
I don't remember what she said but nothing was done about it.
Another occasion is my French teacher making it seem like I was trying to cheat on a test. I had obvious attention issues and underlying learning disabilities, so what I did was look up from my test ONCE because I was zoning out, and my french teacher GOT MAD AT ME??
"Eyes on your own page,"
before she took my desk and moved it away from everyone else, further embarrassing me and singling me out.
This was a heavily blurred memory until a few weeks ago when I overdosed on my medication and suffered from a manic hallucinated episode in my room and remembered everything regarding my childhood and realized how much small things can impact you in the future. After my mom tried stopping me from hurting myself, I confided to her about everything and she was so angry. She wanted to bring it to any higher up school director but realistically nothing can be done about the past.
All I wish for is that the students are now in better hands of the staff, and that the teachers make a better effort to check up on their students. I don't doubt there has been significant change, but this moment still impacts my well-being and nothing will invalidate my experience. To parents who want their kids to go here, please check up on your kid every now and then privately in their room. If they show signs of being bullied, consider their teachers too.
A teachers job is to protect and assist the learning growth of students, but I was failed too many times by my teachers even after grade 3 and transferring out.
Thank you if you read my review.